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I wrote this piece a few days ago, thinking back to the day all this happened. I process experience through my writing, and have been intrigued by what makes a perfect Master for me...and I would guess that it's all in the sound of his voice, the feel of his hands and the way he gazes into my eyes.  
Inspired by the man who inspired my novel Spontaneous Combustion... 
He has mastered the art…
            The way he
speak to me
            in bold
strokes, in black and white
            no-nonsense
master slave talk
                        I
shudder and squirm
            mesmerized
by the sound of his voice 
and words he
chooses to define us
He has me in his grip the moment he speaks
and in that moment 
I am his
Speaking of his grip on
me, there are his hands
            The muscle and brawn, the command, the strength
            He humbles me with his touch 
            the fire, heat and firmness pouring from his fingers 
through
my body and I become his captive
He
contains me with the fierceness of his hold
He binds
me with his body and I am 
crushed,
chastened and overcome
and in
that moment
 I am his 
The way he smells, that testosterone laden scent
            the pheromones
I breathe in through my body
            pull me
into him
            he tastes
of sex and desire as I use my mouth to pleasure him
            and in the
moment when the raw scent and feral taste collide
            I am his 
And then his eyes, penetrating and dark, the way they look
at me
            hone in on
my face and make me tremble in awe
            Again and
again, they come back to me to stare me down
            so fixedly
that I blush and turn away
            I wonder
what he sees in me when he gazes so closely into my eyes
            Would he
ever put his thoughts into words? 
            The moment
his eyes connect with mine
            I am his
He’s mastered the art of mastering me
            unhinging
me
            loosening
the anchor
            letting me
free float in the hard feel of this body
                        the
taste of it and its smell 
                        the
touch, the command, the presence
                        everything
he is takes me someplace like nowhere else
                        where
I am reduced
                        and
find heaven there
                        where
I would stay forever if I could
His power over my feelings, my thoughts, my body
            and how far
I want to go with him
            scares me
            But still I
am his as I continue to unravel, 
and wonder as I do:
When do we stop?
Where does this end?
            When I find
myself so snared
            so scared
            so taken
and used
            when his
eyes trap me again, I have to ask:
            “Master, what
do you see when you look me in the eye?
            What do you
see in me?”
